#thoughts while high

[aizenat]

It is so hard to see old pictures and videos of celebs that would have been in their twenties when I was a kid because it’s hard to conceptualize that I’m looking at a 20 year old. I was watching a video of this girl dancing to Mariah Carey’s Heartbreaker with Mariah in the back. And I’m staring like why does she look like that? Because she legit looked weird to me behave in my head Mariah Carey is 20 something years older than me and always has been so why does she look so young here?

Like a while back when I was watching videos on Diddy, someone pulled up an old picture of usher like “usher at 19…” and I’m like when the fuck was Usher ever 19???????? He been middle aged the entire time I knew him! What!

It’s like I forget people older than me were ever young because they are always older than me lol.

[higherthanhell]

I'm just a person. A creature. That's my so called "gender", it's nothing, it's absence and absent

I'm what's beneath it all.

If everyone's gender is a framed photo I'm the wall they're hanging on.

[ladyinrainbowglasses]

The existence of cleaning and repair ASMR proves the lie of people innately needing negative impetus to do a labor-intensive task. The people who do need the threat of punishment to contribute are the social maladapts and they are unfortunately over-represented in the dominant classes. The innate human urge is towards giving and seeking mutual pleasure and connection, with or without tangible reward to oneself. In this essay, I will...

[friendlyneighbourhoodfuckboy]

Guys, violence in media

It’s like we know you’re not supposed to beat somemone up or kill them, but the protagonist always has a good reason and so we think it’s cool and badass when they finally kill the antagonist. Just look at Marvel

And then you watch Watership Down and you realize that violence only occurs a few times in the movie, and it’s always portrayed as absolutely horrible.

There’s no reason to it, no badass music or cool one liners or little jokes... it’s just blood and suffocating and helplesness and desperation and it cuts way too deep for comfort. Marvel can only wish

[highperfocus]

EXCELLENT THOUGHTS WHILST HIGH:

Godzilla with baleen -- must eat small-medium fish a la blue whale w/ krill, right?? Such mass! Such large!!

Serocrownin -- when you find things in the wild that are your friends' interests, bring those things to your friends, then feel joy at their reaction

Highperfocus -- "Godzilla with baleen -- must eat small-medium fish a la blue whale w/krill, right?? Such mass! Such large!!"

NOT EXCELLENT THOUGHTS WHILST HIGH:

"Morgan was gonna be my name before I decided that efficiency of transfer was more important than picking my favorite gender-neutral name"

Bad at having fun -- fun is a waste of time, you feel guilty for actually having fun. But having a bad (or, not good) time while "having" "fun" (doing something bc oblication, societal pressure, people-pleasing, etc.) that's "good" fun

I do not enjoy writing letters to my friends because I am ashamed of my handwriting (and of expressing emotions, but that one we've known)

(Matt Frank Art)

[orionis13]

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[aftgscenes]

It’s so funny going from Neil’s asexual pov to jeans definitely NOT asexual pov

Neil: Kevin is tall and has a tattoo

Jean: pretty boy with a soft smile and beautiful green eyes

Neil: Renee is a women and has hair

Jean: a force of hope and beauty, an anomaly in a world that’s ugly and bleak. She is the sun.

Neil: Jeremy is the captain of the Trojans and he smiles a lot for some reason

Jean: his bleach blonde hair frames his tanned freckled skin, his broad shoulders and tiny waist give way to his thicc thighs and ass

But also the reverse

Neil: Andrews strong unwavering frame and honey colored eyes

Jean: the tiny goalkeeper

[demaparbat-hp]

Golden Boy (and Silver Girl) for the Kintsugi AU.

[keferon]

…..I should be working rn but one of the songs in my playlist hit harder than usual so

[lucabyte]

i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.

i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.

anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.

[joejoeba]

help they got me again

[unguarded-angel]

From the second we’re born, till the second we die, the amount of people older than us decreases, while the amount of people younger than us increases.

[slavhew]

jakey + dirkjake sandwiched between my organic chem notes. a poem in there somewhere

[xiewho]

could i get a fabian pretty pls… possessed would be cool but anything with him is fine

based on that one fake bad kids twt thread that i Cannot find for the life of me

[friendlyneighbourhoodfuckboy]

Whose Line is it Anyway is for improv comedians what Cricitcal Role is for D&D Nerds

[milkcos]

lemonade mouth/band au! more notes under the cut

lemonade as in like the disney movie! so there are a couple like clear comparisons but mostly it's the bad kids get stuck in detention together except they form a band instead of an adventuring party

fabian > no equivalent (olivia vibes)

the most popular kid at school who is both in dance and on the football team. somehow gets decent grades as well. no close friends, but a lot of people who know him and want to get on his good side. kind of depressed, and his dad's currently in prison. he started playing the guitar as a way to show off and then genuinely started enjoying it

adaine > mo

she's a concert violist (playing the viola) always an accompaniment for her sister and is striking it out on her own for the first time. her family is very upset about this, and consistently puts her down so she'll go along with they want her to do. also she recently transitioned to going to public school for the first time, making her the new girl.

kristen > no equivalent

she's recently ex mormon, got out of her parents house (currently living in her car) and without all of her former friends stuck in a student president position that she got when she was still with the religion. questioning her sexuality after one too many encounters with the soccer team captain, tracker. used to be on the church choir, was a bit too enthusiastic about it.

gorgug > no equivalent (charlie vibes)

he's got like one or two kinda friends (mainly fig). extremely busy with his classes and with marching band and self isolating as a result. he's stressed out about living up to his parent's name (they run a very successful electric engineering company). signed up to work as a sound tech for the theatre department bc one of the female stage managers is very cute (zelda) and then discovered that he rlly like it.

riz > no equivalent

no friends! (other than maybe the AV club + penny) too used to burying himself in work at both his part time gig and with his insane amount of extracurriculars. started playing the piano bc he heard it helps with memory retention and overall cognitive ability.

fig > stella/wen

she's the cool loner skater kid who is the floater friend mostly? she's got a maybe relationship with ayda, who she loves to annoy at the school library. very interested in making her own music not very interested in school. freaking out over her parents getting remarried. her mom enrolled her in music lessons when she was younger, and it's one of the only things she can talk about with her mom these days.